Wednesday, June 4, 2008

No Matter What... Tomorrow's Appeal Never Dies

Tomorrow I will be smarter, I will walk taller, I will smile sweeter, tomorrow I will strive to be something more, but today, just today let me be the lazy, unseen, natural, real me, the me that longs to crawl back into bed and read the long gloomy day away, the me that didn't do her hair or makeup, the me that stayed in her pajamas all day long.

Tomorrow I will have a plan, I will act and execute, I will be thorough, I will sell what I need to sell and make them understand, but today, just today, let me be just me, scared and a little lonely, afraid to make a mistake in this important piece of art called life, afraid that one smudge even in the corner will ruin the tapestry of forever.

Tomorrow I will have it all together, I won't make excuses or mistakes, I won't long for a second chance, or more time, but today, just today let me wonder about my past choices and contemplate the future, let me wonder if I am all that I should be, let me crawl under the covers in my pajamas and hide the day away.

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